As Michaela prepared to leave school in Tallahassee and start over at UCF in Orlando, she seemed to be very happy. She seemed very focused and satisfied with her choices and her options. Once she came home and started working on those art projects she mentions in this note, I could see a definite change in her. A maturing. A focus.
This is probably the last of her Facebook Notes that I will share in its entirety. I put these here for her family and friends who may not have been on Facebook when she was alive. I don't trust Facebook to maintain them. I feel very blessed that I got them back after they were missing for so long.
Things I'll miss:
1. FSU campus. The big trees and brick buildings and the community I feel here.
2. Being able to hop in my car and drive anywhere in Tallahassee I feel like without a huge hassle or traffic.
3. Erin.
4. Amelia
5. Kellum Hall, I've been here for 3 years, it's home. You know?
6. My R.A. buddies.
7. Lake Ella
8. Green everywhere. Grass, trees, flowers, parks.
9. Free Starbucks.
10. Sarah's apartment.
Things I'm looking foreward to:
1. Summer
2. Me and my Mom's photo project
3. My own bathroom.
4. My own kitchen.
5. Better winter weather.
6. Beach close by.
7. Close to home.
8. A bigger city.
9. New friends.
10. More responsibility.
11. Better income.
12. Decorating my own space, bathroom and kitchen.
13. Time to do art over the summer.
14. Discovering new favorites in a new place.
15.just....New.
I'm really excited for my future right now. Sometimes I have my doubts. I doubt my ability, my choices, my personality, my potential. But, who doesn't? Then other times I am completely confident that everything is perfect right now and will be in my near future. Doubtful or not, I'm entirely ready. It is time to go; move on from this wonderful place before I reach the point of hating it.
:-)
Content.
1. FSU campus. The big trees and brick buildings and the community I feel here.
2. Being able to hop in my car and drive anywhere in Tallahassee I feel like without a huge hassle or traffic.
3. Erin.
4. Amelia
5. Kellum Hall, I've been here for 3 years, it's home. You know?
6. My R.A. buddies.
7. Lake Ella
8. Green everywhere. Grass, trees, flowers, parks.
9. Free Starbucks.
10. Sarah's apartment.
Things I'm looking foreward to:
1. Summer
2. Me and my Mom's photo project
3. My own bathroom.
4. My own kitchen.
5. Better winter weather.
6. Beach close by.
7. Close to home.
8. A bigger city.
9. New friends.
10. More responsibility.
11. Better income.
12. Decorating my own space, bathroom and kitchen.
13. Time to do art over the summer.
14. Discovering new favorites in a new place.
15.just....New.
I'm really excited for my future right now. Sometimes I have my doubts. I doubt my ability, my choices, my personality, my potential. But, who doesn't? Then other times I am completely confident that everything is perfect right now and will be in my near future. Doubtful or not, I'm entirely ready. It is time to go; move on from this wonderful place before I reach the point of hating it.
:-)
Content.
It's so wonderful that you were able to get her notes back. As a mother, I can relate how special this is to you. It's a gift that she was able to express herself so well as a young adult.
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