One last (maybe) comment on Angels

So many people responded to my earlier blogs on Facebook comments...I'm not sure people really know how to subscribe to and follow blogs...I know I didn't until recently.  Anyway....

Another friend commented about how some of the angels must be too lazy to leave signs or perhaps they just don't care. 

I want to clarify my belief about Angels.  I do not thing people's souls are angels and when we die, if we are good, we become angels.  I know a lot of people believe that and I respect everyone's beliefs.  Who the hell am I to know, right?

I believe that Angels and Humans are completely different creatures.  If you are Christian, that is what the Bible tells us.  But almost all religions have some sort of Angel-like beings.  I believe that angels do appear on earth to people, in a variety of forms and for a variety of lengths of time.  I have read stories of angels appearing as people, animals, and our traditional winged representation.  I have been reading up on Angel stories and will probably share more of that type of information at some point if it strikes me as interesting.

I also don't believe that every person who dies has the power to make signs that people can see or communicate with the world at all.  I think souls age and mature and grow strength with time...but this is a very vague, unformed thought.  Too deep for me to explain (if you can't explain something in simple terms, then you really don't understand it very well yourself).

I do believe that Michaela was most probably an actual Angel sent to earth for a purpose.  I believe she was (is) probably a fairly powerful Angel and that is both why she can send so many messages now and why she had such a difficult time fitting in and feeling a sense of belonging here on earth.  I do not know why she was sent, or why I had the blessing of being her mother, or who she was sent to help.  Maybe someday it will become clear.  Maybe I will never know.  It doesn't matter.

I think it sounds very conceited of me to make this claim.  My child was an Angel, but your losses were just humans.  It is ridiculous if you put it that way.  Every mother wants to believe their child was an Angel, something special.  And perhaps many are right, perhaps young death is common to Angels sent for a purpose.  Who knows? 

Picture I took on Father's Day 2010.  Look closely.

I believe this because we were told this.  Or more precisely, Bill was told this.  Over and over, at the hospital.  That is his story to tell, not mine.  But given that there were several of us that got very special, very unique messages from God during that time, and given that neither Bill or I have a close one on one conversation type relationship with God, I have no reason to doubt the truth in the statement.  And if that wasn't enough....well, there are all the signs....before, during, and since her death.

PS...the picture of her holding the stop sign in an earlier post was taken less than 50 feet from where her car accident happened and less than a month before.